As I reflect on the past 20 years, I am reminded of the unexpected twists and turns that have shaped my life. At 13, I was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes, a chronic condition that would demand a starring role in my daily life. I was unsure if my dreams of becoming a performer would be just that – dreams.
However, as I prepare to take on the role of Jamie Wellerstein in “The Last Five Years” on Broadway, I am filled with a sense of reflection and celebration. This moment marks a pivotal juncture in my life, as I transition from reflecting on my past to embracing the present and future.
Broadway has always felt like home to me, a place where raw emotions meet the craft of storytelling. Yet, as I step back into this familiar territory, I recognize that this return is a testament to overcoming fears that once seemed insurmountable.
“The Last Five Years” offers a mirror to my own experiences, as it explores the timeline of a relationship from two perspectives – one moving forward, and the other in reverse. This narrative symmetry isn’t lost on me as I mark the 20th anniversary of the Jonas Brothers alongside my diabetes diagnosis.
When I was initially diagnosed, I felt my world shift dramatically. The vision I had of touring the globe, of sharing music and stories, seemed suddenly at risk. I didn’t have anyone to look up to in the public spotlight to show that I could still pursue and achieve my dreams.
The physical toll of diabetes was significant; the mental burden, even more so. Every day involved constant monitoring of my blood sugar levels and endless calculations of what I ate, how much I moved, and how that would affect my health. However, as I grew older and more attuned to the needs of my body, the world of medical technology was also advancing.
Tools like my Dexcom G7 continuous glucose monitor transformed the way I managed my diabetes. The painful disruption of constantly pricking my fingers vanished, replaced by a system that shows me my glucose levels right on my phone or Apple Watch. This technology, combined with the support of my loved ones, significantly decreased the mental burden of managing my diabetes.
As I look back on the past 20 years, I am reminded that this journey had to happen this way. The trials and tribulations of living with diabetes have been a profound catalyst in my life. My diagnosis pushed me to be better – not just as a performer but as a husband, father, son, and friend.
As I share Jamie’s journey onstage, I am reminded of the power of perspective – the beauty of looking forward while learning from looking back. To everyone navigating their own challenges, I offer these words of encouragement: remember that the stories we write are not just about the struggles but about overcoming, thriving, and inspiring.
As I embark on this new chapter, I am filled with excitement and anticipation. The next scene, the next 10 minutes, the next 20 years – all filled with the kind of growth and accomplishments that come from not just facing what life scripts out for us but actively writing – and even rewriting – a life that helps us discover what we’re truly made of.
